currently in school now.. kristie is sitting beside me and making fun of me-SHE WAN ME TO SAY THAT!!LOL
did nt post yeterday cause i was determine to spend my time studying that using the time on com..and i was slacking..slept frm 4+ till 6+ when mum came home..argh..waste my time..
yong kang is standing bhind me now..kpoing.. ruiru roxs!! i rox even more!! lol..
yesterday i was sitting next to weiming and it was very fun lor..sitting behind stupid jeremiah is so f*cking sian.. :P ..then play lor.!!suddenly feel that tis few day i super high..easily can laugh like madwoman..haha.. then i gt back my physic test paper..YAY!! gt my best marks so far!! :D hehe..today went out to pratice our 2.4km run..we running next week..hehe!!
i am ignoring chessneth yesterday..but that was wad he wants..not me!
k..i duno wad to say now..LOL!!later gt vball trng and there will be match..so i can watch and train at the same time..hehe:D

in tis post..i shall say all the facts out today..cause i realise that i have been too gd to those guys that was sitting behind me in the stadium today.. today..i started a new day with a very happy mood but once we were sitting in our hse..my mood start to change.. ACS.. chessneth .. jeremiah .. kent..and others was sitting behind me..
they are suckers and they suck..is only ACS and chessneth and jeremiah sucks..others dont..keep throwing the green bean at us.. diana did a great job by throwing all the green bean at ACS..todau really sucks..and the 3 of them are sicko.. keep wanting us to smell the green bean..sick in the mind..and they kept smelling it..i recommend u all to stay away from them..
then the jeremiah is so extra..he is always so extra..is juz that i always tell myself to ignore him..and they went overboard today..so i decided to tell the truth..chessneth was like holding the bottle and wanted me to smell it la..then the jeremiah is always like snatching the bottle from him and ask me smell it and say wont doe if i smell it..so wad if wont die? must i listen to u?
then i was like sitting at the falcon side when i really cant stand them..
some people always apologize..but they doesnt mean it at all..wad i need isnt ur apologise..u juz have to show me that u will change..from now on..i wont b that gd to u guys who i mention above that are irritating.. u guys had a choice to choose whether to irritate me or dun irritate me..since u chose to irritating me..i guess i have no choice ..so i wont b gd anymore until i am able to forget that incident..dun apologize to me..and i think u guys wont do that..cause u guys always want ur face.. always think that u are right and everyone is wrong... even if u apologize.. things in the past wont resume as normal anymore.. my hatred for u guys had already formed..
k..i will stop saying abt them..only make me angry and sad.. today after sport day..went to hougang mall with yucheng and regine to discuss the home economic thing and we had lots of thing to do and we need to hand in the work by mon..OMG!! time is running out.. someone and someone steaded..but i wont say..cause i dun leak secrets.. haha.. then reach home at around 3+ going to 4 liao..then bathe and i am here..i stop here as i dun wan waste time on blogging liao..must start to do h/w liao..cya..

sry for nt posting for the past few days..cause was really busy with homeworks and the LA work "my idol" ..haiz.. luckily haven pick till me..haha..k..wad shld i start with? i gt a shoe bag..i wont say where it come from.. cause later if my relative read liao then go tell my mum then i will die..today the trng was quite relax until the fitness part..coach was quite unhappy cause of our spiking..haiz..we will do wad rachael wan use to do..then she call us to do the backup, situp, pushup 20 times..then do the duno wad time oso 20 time..then she suddenly ask..who cheated in the pushup? i dont rmb i'm the one ba..nt sure..no one confess and we redo everything..then we now do the men's pushup..then damn hell tired..cause we need to waste energy to prevent ourselves from slipping..then finally the 20 pushup was done..then my hand was like perspirating..all of us were the same..then later we jump another 25 times..and went home without thanking the teachers..haiz..went to the bubble tea shop and then went hg mall..then came back.. chessneth say that i am more friendly when tolking to me in msn.. is that true?? dont think so..haha.. someone pass away..i feel sorry for her..it make me learn that i must cherish everyone around me.. we dont know what will happen in the next minute..and i will live life to the fullest..i wont waste any time anymore.. there isnt alot of time.. now let me think wad i gonna do for tis weekends.. erm.. i need do math homework.. study for math cause some how i couldnt really get wad the teacher mean.. studying geog..cause test is coming up and i tend to forget everything the teacher taught us..erm..studying science..prepare my speech for the my idol thing..erm.. do posters to tell people abt my stall during homecoming..tats shld b all le ba..alot sia..haiz..tmr sports day..must reach quite early in the morning..haiz..my slp is again distruted liao..then must discuss the home economic thing,.suddenly realise still gt art..haiz..busy..

yesterday sally injured her leg..but she was quite alright juz now liao.. today quite sian la.. assembly in class again..love it..then we were dicussing abt the coupon.. then was geog after LA..thanks yongkang 4 lending me ur paper..then recess..quite sian..then we sat outside our class..duno y all our class de guys went missing but was back after that..then there were a bunch of guys sitting there lookin for banana.. then was physic..erm..quite ok la.. then was math..mr lee did not give us back our paper because of aderic..argh..does anyone know that i want the result badly?? then i was paying much more alot of attention during math.. mr lee roxs..he is great to girl..haha..bad news for guys..then was MT ..i was playing alot of attention oso..cause i am hoping for MT lesson now..cause it the only lesson that i dun need to sit with xian zheng..haha..then went lunch to kristie..after that we went home.. haiz..wanna do homework liao..cya

now at the com lab..mr cheong did not even come..haha..then everyone slacking..but got some super hardworking..i am so guilty to only let cindy do the IT project.. so sry..but i really forgot how to do it..haiz..today was bad..i hate sitting with xian zheng!! argh...i hate it..sian la..i think i stop blogging.. cause really sian duno wad to say..there is one thing i wan say..i hate sitting with xian zheng

today school reopen..happy to c my frens.. erm..starting we sit back to our original seats..cause no one wanted to change their seats..that i of course de la..firstly was art..then bio..so interesting..better than mr too's lesson..haha..i had to present the thing..cause we draw lots our ourselves..but oso gd la..cause once i present liao..nx time i dont need to do it again..then peijun left for dance..later was recess then assembly..all the performing groups were presenting their CCA lo..1st was the band..i think they did a great job.. then it was choir..quite gd oso and then it was guzheng..then was dance..it was fanstactic..peijun is so chio in her costume..so pretty and adorable.. haha..canot say anymore..later she angry..haha..but she was really chio..she and ruiru wore contact lens.. all so chio..i enjoy dance most.. then was CE..haiz..mr chin wanna us to change place..haiz..Zzz.. stupid chessnut keep tolkin and tolkin..WTH..shut up..will u? i think the guy that sit on my right and behind me is the best..if u know who then idc..if u duno who..i oso dun care.. haiz..then was lunch and HE..HE roxs..i love HE..haha..then went home with berlin and seryun and shihui.. i love tmr..cause its a tuesday and we have assembly in class.. and then i got vball..they rox..kk..cya..wanna go do hw liao..

SCHOOL IS GONNA REOPEN TMR!!YAY!!
i am so happy that school is gonna reopen tmr because i can see my frens..is not because i am happy to sit with xian zheng.. haiz.. miss all of them alot alot..berlin..thx for helping me to print the art pictures..i think someone cut my hair when i was sleeping cause duno why my hair now became so thin.. must be sis lo..lol..cause she slept at 9 yesterday..must be she cannot slp in the midnight then go cut my hair..haha..jkjk.. haiz... went to chinatown to eat lunch and ate my fav congee.. the congee is very nice..fall in love with it since i first ate it..then went window shopping lor..then i am at home..dad is very bad lor..always duno wan me to go uncle hse.. haiz..now so sian at home..i dun wan sit with him..
anyway i think abt it le..there is no harm sitting with him right? so mayb i should not nag and nag..haiz..really sian lor.. need pack my bag later..very scare that i later find out that i miss out 1 homework..haiz..tmr no MT so no need rush mt homework..haiz.. sis install the new msn and its great..very nice.. later still need go yiyi hse eat..haiz..really sian there lor..

I AM SORRY!! I DIDNT MEAN IT..
really sorry bless..today went to vball in the morning as usual lor..morning couldn't wake up until dad woke me up..really tired..but luckily i nv late..then do the usual stuff ..sonia didnt come..wondering wad had happen to her?rachael oso didnt come..read her blog and she say someting happen to her wrist ..hope she get well soon...then today's training was like tough?? but still quite relax..learnt to do the duno wad thing..damn diff lor
played match again but didnt really enjoy as compare to last time..coach was saying that although he didnt see us play..but he heard our sound and know that we didnt enjoy so didnt call us to continue..haiz..wads wrong tis time?? some of the player nv brought the vball shoe money .. i gt my vball shoe..damn nice de lor.. mine is men design..actually both men and woman design is nice la..but i prefer black so chose men de lor...
went to eat lunch with bless then saw the senior coming out then joanna came and chat with us.. then she went to the bus stop..then when we eat finish ..we walk to the busstop..then saw the bus and wanted to run after it but nv..then joanna called out my name and i run to catch the bus and did not say anything..leaving bless alone..really sry..i wont do that again..
forget to call PJ to take the thing..then we had an idea..haha..like nothing to post le..
school is gonna reopen soon.. have to sit with him..WTH!! i dont like it..argh.. but eeing my fren will make me happy.. miss them alot..

juz came back frm vball..but actually already back for like 1/2 hour liao..very tired..today the C boys oso have their trng..did our same old thing..argh..i still cant serve over..actually going to over liao..the ball already at the top of the net then i roll back to my side..argh..haiz.. must try harder next time..the teacher let us see the vball shoes..both design are nice but the size is unsuitable for me so i took the man's cutting..but oso very nice.. later still gt tuition..haiz..now must go bath then go slp le..very tired..haiz..piles of homework is still there..Zzz..stopping here..post tmr or even later..

today was quite a fun day..went back to dexus..miss celeste,,and crystal alot..finally i called her tis afternoon..realised that i haven call her since duno how many century years liao..though i promise to call her once every week..haiz..today was a long day and i plan to do alot of things today..but i did only abit of geog revision.. i thought i could finish all the things i wanna do tis holidays,,but i did not..haiz..i am addicted to sorority life..how??i spent most of the time on computer..haiz..Zzz... tmr still need go trng..die liao le la..coach say must serve on green line liao..i brown line oso cannot serve..how do u expect me to use green line??must plan my time liao..if not tis holiday de homework cannot finish liao..then tio scolded again..i think i might finish most of the homework tmr as mum is at home tmr..sian la..but with her there is gd..mean that i will be using less of com but u will be tired after the trng..haiz..i suddenly rmb tmr still got tuition..haiz..mayb not that must time to do my work liao..very scare that i will be late..Zzz..worry too much..shld worry abt my homework 1st..haha..cya..rmb to tag my blog..cause the chat box look so dead

yesterday changed abit of my blog info..but i am still not happy..haiz..i juz found out that i have no time 4 my homework le..but my butt juz cant get off the computer chair..Zzz..must rush like mad dog..today went 4 vball trng..quite slack today..we play match against each other and my team won..mostly is bcause of bless and others..not me..starting when i serve that time,i went over..but for the second time..i could not serve over anymore..haiz..who can save me??i am so lousy..cant even serve over when standing on the brown line..now only left me cannot serve le..die le la..whenever i hear liting saying my name..i having creep le..haiz..y am i so lousy?luckily today mrs lee got lesson with her class..if not sure run like mad de..today no do fitness..quite gd but sat have to do more lor..Zzz..wan go bathe liao..cya

finding myself quite lame to post another post 4 today..today was luen b'dae..almost 4get liao..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!22 le..find a gf and get married faster la..went to aunt hse to eat the cake..the cake was HUGE!! then the cake quite nice..not so creamy..wont melt..not that sweet..not so much of butter.. it was simply delicious but i did not ate much..i am trying to lose weight..i am so fat..i hate it..i have no stamina..i oso hate it.. the cake was bought by ting ting and it should cost abt $100+.. the cake had alot of chocolate notes..and got majhong..got TOTO..got coins oso..she didn't wan to let us know the amount that she paid..haiz..must be very expensive.. quite delicious ..is 2 layers of coffee cake.. i dun wan to change places..i wan to stick to usual where i sitting with peijun.. i dont wan to be surround by guys..argh..hate it.. duno y i posting instead of doing all my homeworks and project..tons and tons..haiz..must they give so many?? haiz..i have this feeling that i am very lousy..i am so bad in my studies and i got a position of 35 where my class had 39 people..but i am going to work hard and get into top 20..but its impossible..i am oso bad in vball..jump the last and run the last.. haiz..i am going to try my best to make myself the best.. i oso wan to run very fast n jump fast..u think i dun wan that??i somehow find that i am going to hate my school.. i miss punggol..where the guys there r so gd.. i wan to b SL..but i think i wont be choose by mr chin de..haiz..cai lao shi is very gd but she is fierce.. HMT is so diff..shld i drop it ?? i really hope..if not my marks for it is always juz pass.. haiz..MATH roxs..mr lee is so funny in the sense of his clothes and he is a great teacher..ms ng is oso very gd.. i love her alot..y is life in xinmin so stress?? i wanna change myself to study hard and get gd grades..but i juz cant give up the com..i know that it can be change if i wan to..but i really cannot..i will try to spend lesser time on com..haiz..i love tuesday where we were in the class in the morning..i am starting to hate and love to collect the Math h/w..i hate it becuz the guys is always not handing in their work..and they always give reason..stupid excuses..sometimes collecting math is oso very fun..haha..mayb some of u dont feel that way la.. i am always failing my exams..and my hp money is using very fast..going broke soon le..i already spend alot of money on the top-up card..is art that important? i think i am spending alot of time on that too..mon still need go back school..very sian..cant i have a gd holidays?i wanna take a rest..i am sick and tired of everything..really tired..chessneth is getting more and more irritating..keep saying i like **** *****..or who like me and wad so ever.. getting sick and tired of tis too..y can everyone be so cheerful everyday?? i oso wan that..but go doesnt give in to me..but at least i have a happy family..and alot of people that loves and care for me like peijun and cindy and shihui and natthaporn and ruiru..they were there for me when i was alone and in trouble..they care for me and when i am feeling down..they will be there for me..sry 4 my bad temper all tis time..i will change.. i will be high everyday..i will always smile even if i am sad.. i am starting to miss mrs lau..haiz..really guilty that i have not been listening to her in class..how i wish everything starts over again..i might not even end up in tis school where everything is gd but it somehow sucks to me..sometimes it is great..but wih some irritating guys..life begin to suck..they dont change my life.. i wont let them to change it.. i will do my very best in everything ..really hope..

holiday is here..haiz..duno y yesterday having mood swing..juz cant have the feeling of happiness.. thinking of sitting with xian zheng make me unhappy liao..later stupid chessneth got more thing to say liao..WTH..i oso dun like him..i know u jealous that i am sitting with him..if u wan ..u can take him back..i dont care at all..alot of homeworks and projects..haiz.. holidays doesnt seems like holidays..still need go back school for so many day..Zzz..sian..today gt vball trng..luckily i am not late but i was going to late..those who was late then was punished by mrs lee..she look very different..more prettier..haha..stopping here liao..cya..

holiday is here!! but it doesn't seems like holiday lo..gonna miss peijun..shihui..natthaporn..ruiru ..cindy..kristie..and all the girls in my class..decided to study through this whole holiday as not to waste the holiday..my result is so bad..so must study hard liao..haiz.. gt quite a number of homework oso..went mavis yesterday..got a new girl join..i am not the only girl anymore..hehe.. quite interesting yesterday..reach kovan very early so went to buy a pen..it is very nice..haha..stopping here..

suddenly feel like blogging even though i am rushing my art now..aH..still thought i have alot of time to do art..but found out that already no time..sian la..yesterday got lit test.,.very sian lor..then 4get to hand in the test paper..only hand in the ans sheet..today forgot abt it again..i think mr chin wont even know lor..he oso wont flip through that page de.. today gt physic test..quite easy la..but scare get low marks..shihui is true..if u dont study..u will get better score..haha..but still must learn la..then today weiming was chase by chessneth and xinyu..haha..peijun was taking my book to hit xinyu and weiming cause they kept saying the wrong thing..then mr chin was half hour late for class and peijun was helpin me to chase homework 4 math..thx..and love u.. then start the play again lo..haiz.. next term must change sits liao..sian la..still must sit with xian zheng..i think i going deaf on the first day liao..haha.. then today recess was spend with peijun..very fun..but shihui was not there..cause she gt piano exam..vball trng yesterday was tough..haiz.. suddenly feel that i long time nv touch the ball liao..then no feeling 4 the ball ..haha..i go do art liao..blog next time..

got back the progess card..haiz..quite disappointed with it but i will worked hard to achieve higher score..cherish ur fren..try not to lose them..quite sad but i stil have to live without u..its not the end yet..its the best choice for both of us..

today de MT test sure die liao..alot of words write wrongly..haiz..preparing to fail..teacher still say easy..WTH.. is more difficult lo..sure fail sia..sian la.. today 1st lesson @ mavis..it roxs..and i am the only girl who came for tuition today..some of the guys there are very noisy and it is very cold sia..going to freeze to death..lol..gt vball trng today..start @ 4 & i went @ 3 to start cause need go @ 4.15 if not going to miss the bus..

have nt been postin 4 long time liao..the badminton match on thur roxs..the girls was screaming like hell..i screamed too..wanted to lose my voice through tis process but it doesn't help @ all..haiz..actually we wanted to make aderic angry but duno y suddenly he became so emo..now i know the reason liao..cause he having headache..weiming was like want to challenge with me @ screaming..but of course is i win la..tis week have been quite stress on tue..luckily peijun was there to cheer me up..thx..love u 4eva..then the trng was quite tough la..but i am able to overcome it..test is getting more and more..but i will try my very best in every subject.. the math is driving me crazy and the art is making me spending more and more time and is always scolded by my mum bcuz she say i spend too much time..haiz..today i went to register 4 the mavis tuition liao..quite afraid to go class tis thur..aunt cook laksa today..and drinking the soup is like eating chillies..super spicy..scare more pimple popping out again..haiz..