why am i like tis?
i really duno.. maybe i should change.. i try to change by making me laugh and smile.. but the smile is so fake.. trng shouldn't be in that way.. it should be veery happy like a bonding session.. really duno.. i was feeling much better after that,. i talked to sonia and she had the same feeling too..thx naomi for telling coach that i haven't play yet.. if not i think i wont get to play de lor..then when coach was saying abt the position.. i thought coach would tell me to work hard.. and that he has not confirm my position.. but i was wrong.. he said that maybe i could be the main spiker.. i was elated.. i am gonna work really hard for it..